a.m.

troppo amore.

current mood [ pas reveillée]

a.m.

i miss.

and 25 years made me wake up with incredible brightly painted black coal eyes.
and everythings gonna be colouright.


current mood [ emo-emo-emo ]
current music [ carla bruni- raphael ]

salt

we are.
and we are waiting for the rest of us.

current mood [ nous ]
current mood [ the date - avril ]

twine

this is because we are so alike, ivy.




current mood [ calm ]
current music [ piazzolla galliano portal - track 1 ]

summer rocks

After disappearing into the blue for the weekend, I'm back from my waterhouse just to say that i'm about to leave again for another while.
Destination: some island
No Internet Connection and maybe no telephone line.LOL
Just me little crab skimpy clothes honeydew garden snowy beach and heaps of silly snapshots to browse through and amazing people coming round.

But my head is still partly somewhere in La la land, where days are made of cuddles and wool.


In the meanwhile another year has gone by.
Although not so much has happened in the last 12 months, I can hardly believe how many things have changed, how many people have slipped away from my life, leaving room for those who are STILL part of it.
this is my bithday and i realize i miss just one to be happy (but ill try and fix it).



current mood [ sulky girl ]
current music [ x-y- coldplay ]

ici blue

i m at home
i m alone
i m waiting
i m trying to let my anxiety and Love loose everywhere.

pictures soon(ish)

current mood [ love when u loveme ]
current music [ air conditioner ]

mine

current mood [ hot ]
current music [ cocorosie - not fot sale ]

i cant drive but i can fly

Do you know what people did in the old days whenever they had a secret they didnt want to share? ...
they climbed a mountain,
they found a tree and carve hole in it,
and whisper the secret into the hole.
[Then cover it over with mud...
so that nobody would ever discover it, but thats another story...yes].
if they dint find a mountain,
if they didnt find a tree,

what could they do:
...



current mood [ cmon...proffy ]
current music [ the beat goes on - *any suggestions? ale..please call*
EDIT * grazie ale* all seeying eye .... WTF?]

numéro.

my own zine,
(yes, distracting my anxiety)



current mood [ mmmkay ]
current music [ as the rush comes - motorcycle]

*watch the stars*

it s not rocket science



current mood [ broken polaroid ]
current music [ la descrizione di un attimo - tiromancino ]

überexposed

it s june and it s snowing.









current mood [ overcome ]
current music [ misread - king of convenience ]

pomme d'amour

colourdrain.

between the sun and and my skin:
cuttlefish ink






so. tom tom left me a bucket of b/w french films. mostly godard's.
je suis accro.


current mood [ visa de controle n. 4 ]
current music [ paint it black - rolling stones ]

glory box

tomorrow im gonna give my academic life (and academic journal=libretto) back to my uni.
all this will be a recollection of nights spent feeding my anxieties, ended in morning uberglories, and a reminder of how i could be something of a brave, determined and selfconfident woman;

or else been smeared over an archive underground floor.






current mood [ nostalgic ]
current music [ highway 61 revisited album ]

seta

will i forget this day?

the lift
the softness
the air
the hot wind between my limbs
everything. couldnt even explain.

of course im still on my favourite skirt.






current mood [ smooth ]
current music [ una poesia - elisa ]

la notte delle matite rotte.

the dice is cast.



current mood [ good night children ]
current music [ femme fatale ]

magnolia

so.
au jeux du temps et du hasard.






current mood [ silent ]
current music [ until the morning - emiliana torrini + thievery ]

on hiatus

going through my dissertation's a bitch.
it makes me wanna cry.
*snif snif*.








back to my words & books & files & notes.
*thinks of the one she loves*

current mood [ stressed out étudiante ]
current music [gabriel - lamb ]

trama ordito

small (random) moments






penelope est une fée pas bien faite.
penelope points to the end.
penelope hat Hunger *wants to eat the pizza "you" and "you" are making tonight in Deutschlànd*. *envious


current mood [ accomplished ]
+ [ m c ;)]
current music [ i sing just to know that im alive - nina simone]

o2

while im writing my notebook is on fire.

need some sleep and stuffed dreams.
*draws curtains*

current mood [ penelope ]
current music [ sometime ago, la fiesta- chick corea *ft. laptop fan ]

in amour

timely, and chipper réveil.


current mood [ smooth ]
current music [ what game shall we play today - chick corea ]

this moon.

tete beche iles voisines game of chess personae

current mood [ envious ]

current music [ guns of brixton - nouvelle vague ]

et [ ;) ]

lo

it was so lovely,

...


current mood [ dream-ful ]
current music [ the stranger song - leonard cohen ]

calendar

osservo
tra il dileguo e l'attesa,
la fine del dileguo e il ritorno dell'attesa.
per abito (et par habitude)
cedo al tempo opaco
quello che è oggi, ma oggi non ha posa.

intanto + fugge >invano< + il tempo giusto.

current mood [curiosity]
current music [skin is, my - andrew bird ]

eau

tendre&cruel____________ nous sommes faits des rêves.
réel&surréel __________ les rêves sont faits de nous
nocturne&diurne________ les rêves sont faits de nous
solite&insolite_________ nous sommes faits des rêves.

[d après pierrotlefou. ]

current mood [ on ]
current music [ and still it sits in front of you - mice parade ]

emo

smitten girl ends in between?


current mood [ lazy ]
current music [ honey & the moon - joseph arthur ]
& [ thank you : got them this a.m. (so sweet)]

decadenza,

and what i saw from the window out of blue and stones.
was my decadenza floating away on the water.
like dancing bags over sleeping shores.




current mood [ apart, close]
& [ thank yous, cant count how many ]
current music [ special cases- massive attack ]

soun

this crab hurts is cuteness.



current mood [sullen]
current music [three - massive attack]
& [odile kenò is fun-minimal ]

less than two

i might not be ugly...but i dont feel like me at the moment.



current mood [unreal]
current music [lamb - all in your hands]

bruco.

the war, the war she has.

current mood [ everything's gonna be allright]
current music [nightmare on wax - les nuits]

mime.

i'm hungry.

current mood [bonjourno]
current music [some coralie clement]

no lux

[not able to turn.blah]


current mood [jemenfous]
current music [honeymoonchild]

sushi_may

numb.butterfly. numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.
numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb
butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.numbbutterfly.numb.butterfly
numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb
butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.
numb.butterfly.numb. butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.
butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.numb.butterfly.





current mood [irate]
current music [brain pulsing]

morning_sushi

current mood [anxious]
current music [consequence-notwist]

exhale

oh yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.

let the thing go on. please. please. please.
[in rush]

current mood: bouncy
current music: tapping

inhale

smell of rain. missing moments. reflections.
some flesh and blood intersections.



current mood: pensive
current music: drops- cornelius- kings of convenience rmx.

(thankyou loulou your words made my day...!!)

a prayer

goodbye.

i'm your sponge.

weather's back to sponge-deluge-wintery mood.

nonetheless day was brightened up by unexpected flying carpet carrying lovely words. just for me. just when i didnt expect them to come in. being way too :)

thankyou,thankyou.

current mood: "loved"
current music: laptop (fucked up?) fan